February 2012
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It has really hit a low point...
I have been able to think about everything for a while and I even let myself talk to friends about it and really take a night to think about what happened. I need to know what yall think. I know that I always ask for advice, but this time I am really needing help. I have talked to everybody I know but I dont know what to do anymore.  Okay… enough being vague… I have been trying to...
Feb 2nd
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January 2012
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I wanna be married and done with school and Idk I wanna be happy. I know that is a lot to wish for and to acomplish but I want to finally be the person I want to see in the mirror.  day 1 - your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is. day 2 - where you’d like to be in 10 years. day 3 - your views on drugs and alcohol. day 4 - your views on religion. day 5 - a time you thought...
Jan 20th
We’ll be deleting every Tumblr account that don’t...
loveemebecausei: jewelofafrica: I clicked on the source to see if this was legit. The staff really sent this.  Just in case
Jan 20th
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Jan 17th
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Jan 17th
You cant start the new chapter of your life, if...
I am having this problem right now. I am working so hard but I am not over everything yet. I am in love with Brown. That is all I know. Nothing more, nothing less. I want to be with him for a long time. But I dont know how to get over my ever reoccurring feelings for him.  I know that he is not good for me. I know that he is an ass hole that will die happy with his now 2 times ex fiance. Maybe I...
Jan 9th
I am so confused...
So last night I went out with brown again. Nothing special just chillin with friends and I was going to take him home when he asked if I wanted to meet his parents… SAY WHAT?!? I didnt think you met the parents for a while… you know like maybe a lot later in the relationship… And we were at the dam (we were talking about my girl McCalls situation) and he was like well we have...
Jan 5th
My 2012 plan...
Even though I am not able to continue wishing for happily ever after. I have a plan for my life. January- Continue to go to school and work and pay back the car more and more. February- Continue like January. March-School, work, save money, pay mom and dad back April- Same as before… only hopefully save a LOT more!  May- Same… June-Back to school!  July-Finish school and save...
Jan 1st
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Day 1: Tumblr Challenge
I am currently single. I was engaged to a liar and cheater and I didnt know it. But now I am talking to an amazing guy. He will remain nameless for today. He has become somebody who I could never see myself without. I am not sure what our future holds but it will be special. that is all I know right now. <3 I might be single but I sure do love that I have friends. Being single is not the end of...
Jan 1st
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i just want a boy to pull up in my driveway, tell...
incomplete-insecure: that’s all i want - to be special, to be picked, to be loved in 2012. but i don’t want just any boy, i want THAT boy, the one who i know will never admit he needs me. i want him. we never get what we want. hardly ever. never. sometimes.
Jan 1st
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heyfunniest: OMG OMG OMG. this is sick! Ugh, I only got 259060.
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December 2011
11 posts
To the days to come... "new beginnings"
Hello followers, I know I have not said much lately other than a couple things about love and happiness, but I have had a very eventful year… In January I was forced to move back home and live with my parents. I was also forced into getting an overnight job (which didnt suck too much) and work to pay them back all of the money I spent at college. I dated an amazing man named Brandon and I...
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Dec 31st
"Hey, remember when you had a crush on-"
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Dec 29th
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I wish we can just talk from when the sun rises...
Dec 7th
YAY! Its CHRISTMAS TIME!!!
I’m looking for a place to have my Christmas party but it is hard! I have secret santa to get ready for… (work and personal) and I need to find a place that will allow a bonfire! UGH! So much to do and only a week to do it! AND I have to send out my christmas cards! Seriously there is not enough time in the day! Carla has Deyo Naomi has Brown Jessica has Naomi Kelly has Carla ...
Dec 7th
November 2011
12 posts
Dear World... My life has finally figured itself...
I have been having the worst week ever. I have finally told David that I do not want to be with him, but I made up some excuse that I am not going to be with him till after finals are over. I don’t think that he understands what is going on. I just want to tell him but for some reason I cannot. I am really and truly falling for Zack. I know that it is stupid to even think that a guy like him would...
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April 23, 2013
This was the wedding date. The date I will never get to experience. Everything I have done to be perfect and do everything for him, I just feel like I have lost so much of myself. I promised my friends and the new man in my life that I would not think about it, but there it is. The date. The big day that I will never see. I deserve so much better than him, but yet everything I do reminds me of...
Nov 28th
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Nov 27th
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Nov 14th
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idareyoutotakealook: Look At Me Now (Paint Edition)  I can’t right now. 
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Nov 14th
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Working on this
Thats what he always said… “we can will just work on us” While the entire time we were never together! 3 other girls… he had sex with 3 other girls while dating me? What the fuck ever! I cannot wait till I can actually tell people what is going on. I am finally happy with my guy and I have never been this happy in a while. He makes me giggle and my cheeks turn red. His...
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October 2011
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Oct 29th
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Horrible week so far turned good
I thought nothing good could come out of this week… But tonight I had the most fun I have had in a long time. And I was with my crush and omg it was amazing. Other than him puking after drinking too much the eating a shit ton of fondue. I feel horrible that he piled but I really am starting to like him! Ahhh
Oct 29th
Life and lies and how to move on.
I woke up this morning to find that I was single. Not like that was much of a shock… (yeah right) I was not sure what I did wrong but he did it and was not even going to talk to me about it. I am hurt and scared about the future but I know that I am going to be alright. I have great friends and they are all trying to help, but I know that I am still going to hurt for a while. I need to find...
Oct 27th
Nobody will ever know...
I know that this comes as a shock but I am not in love with you anymore. I thought I was but then I keep looking back at everything that has happened and it reminds me of how stupid I was. I know that you will never know why this all happened but I honestly have told you everything on my mind. I have said everything to you so you could know that I was in love with your best friend. I wanna be with...
Oct 25th
6 months
After all of the lies and the tears I finally had to say goodbye to the man that I thought I would be with for the rest of my life. It hurts to know that I am never going to find that special somebody for me. Oh well… School is the most important thing in my life right now. That is all that matters to me.
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